too many commitments
ive been super busy every weekend with swimming. ive been super busy ever day with school and work. i dont get a lot of chill time anymore, and its really starting to affect my productivity and mental stability. i feel like a single parent working two jobs and briefly interacting with my 50+ kids for a few hours each day. ive definitely noticed a sharp lack of enthusiasm in my endeavors and have begun new measures to handle this error. by that, i mean i started drinking coffee. it pretty much explodes my brain and gives me jitters, but it allows me to have a lot more energy with everything. besides, its not like i need steady hands for REAL artwork anymore :p
ive got a lot on my plate coming up. i started writing for the school paper, im interviewing a culinary arts professor tomorrow, and im also helping with layout of the articles and pictures and stuff. im constantly working on my portfolio so i can 1.get an internship and 2.get a job and 3.enter my stuff into the school show and 4.not lose my old work to compatibility issues between cs2 and my fancy new cs3. all the while, i have to prepare for senior champs and work the championship meets here, as well as miscellaneous school stuff like tests and papers.
in a more promising note, the band has started back up. we arent doing anything inventive, just trying not to lose our skillz. im on keys, which means im starting out with zero skillz, and we've got a few covers we're practicing to get back into things. unfortunately, i often fail to meet for practice due to my previously whined about schedule. can i start my life now plz?
speaking of which, why is everyone i meet married? how is that even possible? people in my classes cant be any older than me, in fact most of them are under 21. WHY ARE THEY ALL MARRIED? ridiculous. stupid suburban south and its stupid military population.
